I think you need some bible lessons :)
God is love, the creator of all (also the bees).
There is no hell, or better the hell is on earth, cause the devil rules the world.
A lot of churches killed in the name of god, but this churches are not churches of god. The devil use churches, too.
I think you didn't read the bible, sure it is the book of love, read it again. There is written to love everybody like yourself, sure if you hate yourself like Lovecraft, you need to find the love in you first.
I read about Lovecraft, and I prefer god, who is love, than an totally soul sick guy, who hates everybody and everything. He was just a poor crazy guy lost in the darkness of a lot of paranoias. At the end he had chosen the evil, instead the love. That's why he died!