Hang in there. You are not alone. I walked into the hospital and jumped like a squirrel onto the table to be prepped for surgery. 30 days in an induced coma and 6 years later, cooking my wife's breakfast tires me out to no end. You are a younger man than I am. I think that you have the grit, the determination, and the gameness to overcome this.
Hang in there and what ever you do, fight, fight, fight. Victory does not always go to the brave, nor the triumph to the strong willed, but that is how the smart money bets.