It was the same dismal TG/C/NY I've had for 25 years JP - the sad part was I really thought this was the year, a new house away from sad family memories, but nothing really changed.
I know EVERY MOMENT in life is what YOU make it. I have no one to blame but myself. I constantly deal with anxiety but refuse to say I have depression too, even though all the symptoms are constantly tapping me on the shoulder, I ignore them. Of course Denial is the firststep of recognising any illness or habit. Our new house is brighter, cheerier, low maintenance, a comfort and homey place, but in my head it is the same house just different walls.
But on a lighter note, what I think is missing is your NEW YEARS BABY AVATAR I had expected, for months we have seen your imagination at work and then BAM nothing for 2009 - WTH is that - lol?
Best wishes in 2009, I hope to have happier things to say about the 2009 holiday season, but 2008 was the same old, same old here.