Brian, you had a hard life as a patrol officer, I now remember you speaking about the things that had happened to you that threatened your very life. Suicide, the unforgivable sin, yes, I remember those teachings.
You must have a very important role in life, that is to raise your family, if you had gone, then it would have been put on your Wife, that would have been hardship.
I am glad that you never did pass through, you have a very valuable teacher of good lessons to me, and I listen and learn carefully. Have a wonderful and great day. Cindi